Some call it a blessing....I call it a curse

So, you are probably wondering what I am talking about. I will tell you what my problem is......I can NOT find a bra that fits. Yes, I know, I really shouldn't be discussing this on the Internet. However, this is a huge problem for me. I have always been "blessed" in this area. In high school, I was a size 0 and wearing a C cup. However, as my weight increased, so has that area. When I was pregnant with Lily, I saw letters in the alphabet that I didn't think they made in bras. Yeah, I am being for real. So, almost 2 years after giving birth, the "girls" didn't really go down. I still have 8lbs left from Lily (it really feels like 50lbs though). So, I don't understand. I mean, if I got pregnant again now....geez, what new letters will they come up with. So, moral of my story, I can't find a bra. I went to Victoria Secret...spent $90 on the biggest bras they got in the store. I can technically wear them, but they aren't the most comfortable things in the world. I went to Wal-mart....found one that fits pretty good, but after being washed a couple of times, it was falling apart. I have look at all the major department stores too. So, my new solution before going through the humiliation of getting a bra made, is going to Victoria Secret online and getting the biggest size they got there (they have bigger sizes online, but not in the store.) So, I really hope this works.

So, if you ever wish to have bigger boobs....just think about it hard and long. Do you really want to go through what I am going through. I can't find a bra that fits, my lower back hurts a lot, and when you lay down on your back, you have a hard time breathing from the load that is on your chest. Yes, if I could afford a reduction....I would in a heartbeat!!!